Hooray for me, i survived the first year.... barely. I still may not last out the day. Cant remember what it feels like to NOT be sick, and my poor angel baby is sick for her big first birthday as well! It is so gorgeous how blissfully unaware they are of the fuss, Sonny has only really just got into the birthday thing in the last couple of years. He is planning his party already - racecars apparently!! So much of what i have done for Ish is for his benefit really, she couldn't care less, although i bet she enjoys the cake (may appreciate it more than the present).